ITS HARD TO TRUST PEOPLE...

i just find its so hard to trust anyone now...i find that friendship don't last long nowadays..first you will be so close to this person cause u think that this person is like u know...understands you well bt there comes a point where you find that that person is actually just using u...seek you during trouble times and when that person is alone and have no yone to talk to..BULLSHIT i'm tellin..it hurts u know seriously it does.....i trusted so much..helped you when yr down be there for you when u need someone but in return you gave me nothing than pain....its not like im askin you to treat me as how i've treated you but at least don't use me...do i look like a tissue paper that you use..use it and throw in the dustbin beside u..when yr with yr friends and im there you don't even give a shit bout me...you dont even know whether i exist when yr alone you expect me to be there wit u cause yr scared to be alone..trust me you always complain bout others bt now i do think that yr behaviour and the way you treat friends(so called friends)like shit...no wonder nobody treat you good.stop blaming others when the fault is all yours...try to sit down alone and think bout what have you done for others.........its a pain i'm tellin u..trust me if you keep on behavin like this someday  when you fall down there won't be anyone wit you to help you to get up....you'll have to do it by own and i t don't think you are strong enough to do...so learn how to treat yr friends like friends for real...cause there is nobody better than yr friends...don't end up like a ........